My Happiness – Motherhood and Morphine

It is lunchtime at the office and I wanna take 15 minutes to jot down something in the blog. About my happiness. Up until 12.20pm today.. I hope nothing crappy will ruin it later on!hehe

First – my work. We had the Board meeting this morning, and the management listed my achievement as one of the highlighted success for year 2012. 3mil target and 16.7mil was achieved by my department. And that department consists of only me! One woman show yo! I am happy! Yeah!

Two – I drove Rafa to the babysitter’s house this morning. Usually Azman sends him and I send Miki to school but because I was going early to prepare for the Board meeting, we switched anak. Hehe. And while driving with Rafa gogo gaga in his car seat by my side, I felt this thing that I think people call happy. In my heart. With no absolute reason. Then I looked at Rafa and I realized that he is one rich source of happy for me. Like an oil reserve that could support global petroleum demand for the next million years – that kind of rich! And he doesn’t have to do anthing. He just sat there and play with a plastic toy and said “gaa gaa ateh ateh ateh gaaa gaa atehhh..” and he made me darn happy!

Three – Way back before I left the house, Miki was up so easily. He showered and while he was brushing his teeth, hurriedly I told him today Daddy was going to send him and I needed to go NOW cause I have a meeting at work. I said bye baby I love you and by the time I was reversing my car out of the porch, I saw him standing at the door fully dressed in his school uniform. I wanted to stick my head out of the car and scream “Mummy loves you, Miki!” but I was really in a hurry… Oh, He is so handsome, my son Miki and he has gone so big and clever. I love him so much. And how easy he can please me just stand there dressed nicely for school without me telling him, and I now I feel so happy I want to buy him that 500 bucks LEGO set he wanted.

Gosh.. Motherhood I am telling you, is one hellova strong morphine…

 

Below is a video of my “oil reserves” goofing around before bed. Miki still has a bottle before bed, and he likes to tayang-tayang botol susu tu kat Rafa knowing Rafa akan tergedik-gedik nak jugak… Haha…

 

Have a nice day everyone!

Author: Diyana

10 thoughts on “My Happiness – Motherhood and Morphine

  1. budak bulat rafa is so comel!! ehehehe….sgt best ada abag leh main2 camtu yek? hehehehe…always wanted to take vid tp selalu x sempat….always rushing to do house chores. Plus, I dont have the right device…guna my chokia hp vid gelap….

  2. kak iena kan ada camera? guna camera la.. kalau pakai bb mmg gambar gelap! trust me, masa the kids dah 2-3 tahun nanti kita mmg lupa camana keadaan masa diorang baby. so better take lots of pics n video.. 🙂

  3. Hi Diyana,
    Bukan nak menyibuk..I love reading your blog and bestnyer when you get that job satisfaction at work kan. May I know what you do for living? sales ke?

  4. Hi Mama Adam… Thanks so much for reading my blog..:) but most of my readers are silent readers, all of them seem to be scared of leaving comments.ehehehe… yes although my work can be tough but at the end of the day that kind of satisfaction makes it all worth it! I am not in sales but communication. But I also have target berjuta2… sabar je lah! hehe

  5. I like your blog a lot ! Malu pulak sebab lelaki baca blog parenting tapi pedulik apa.Hahaha. Your entry semua entertaining, kadang kadang kelakar. Hehehe. Harituh bila first time jumpa blog nih, saye baca sampai tahun bila punya entry tah yang Miki punya video tuh.

    Keep on updating puan ! 🙂

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